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Good Shepherd

surprisingly Jared woke up early today.
we went for Mass at Good Shepherd Cathedral at City Hall.
old old church. in need of restoration. no aircon. bad sound system.
and a priest who speak with a weird spanish accent.

suddenly, i appreciate my Holy Trinity a whole lot more.
it's a wonderful parish, an aircon church, inspiring priests.
and close to home. OLPS is great too.

i've been thinking since i came home.
thinking alot.
maybe it's time i should let go. let him grow.
i should not worry so much and watch out for him so much.
he's old enough already. he is matured enough too.
he has someone he loves and loves him. albeit they fight at times.
but he is happy. and that's all that matters to me.
the bottomline is: he doesn't need me anymore.
i'll still be around for him, walking in the shadows.
i'll still be the friend whom he can rely on when he's heart broken.
but i should cease being so protective over him.

it's time i should start living my life fulfillingly.
indulge in art. study my religious books. pray.
play sports. spend time doing voluntary work.
i should really start spending my time wisely.
life is indeed short.
i want to fulfil my mission and glorify God.
i'm sure he didn't sent me to Earth and live life the mundane way.
there is a plan for each of us. but are we willing to listen and take heed?

posted by Veen @ 21:59